Sunday, August 24, 2008

Thanks..

Went to sell away 3hps today wif bro at 900+ der..headed to Np's timezone to play game then went to my grandma hse to wait for dad & mum to fetch us go sim lim square..was going to buy hp...hehe..

The hp was quite ex..went to dad's fren shop..oso nv gave much %% lo.. Kns.. Brought it at $700 new set...Dad pay for me..wahaha...Thanks la..

My bro oso not bad la..Dad brougt 2 Iphones..initially 1 is for himself the other 1 is for his fren..but his fren dont want so my dad gave to my bro..so GOOD!!>_<..

Tml is another boring day..Work sucks..=(

♥ Cathy is the QUEEN ♥ Blythe-DoLL at... 8/24/2008 09:42:00 PM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Happy Birday,Nana!!

Happy 20 Bdae my best fren ,Nana!!!!
all the best to you!stay pretty forever!!Love You!i noe u care for me.Tks.=)

Took a off day today as i got a date with my bestis, Nana..to celebrate her bdae..LOL..I helped her hold her SUPER BIG bdae card which i made for her..she still say very extra muz CARRY!!=( so sad..use my heart n energy to make u say till like tt..but realli abit extra la..muz carry everywher we go..LOL..

Met at 3+ & went to Bugis. Had tako pachi first den went to take neoprints ..spent $21 for neoprints..waste $$ but since we SUPER LONG nv take liao..haha.. Went walk walk den went to eat dinner at V8 cafe..We ordered SO MANI food la..till everyone look at us..Nana la!!! SO KIASU! LOL! Went slack at J.CO cafe for ice-cream...den went to take neoprint again..haha..e 3rd neoprint was not so nice...but i still like it!!

Time passed quite fast & ders nthing much in Bugis oso...Went bck home after that...

Had a talk with "him" on e phone..nthing seems to changes..he seems to be still e same..very action..still tink he's right...blaming me..say its my fault..he dont understand me at all...Ingored me for 2 F**king days..he rather tok one phone with other pple or go out wif his Frens & cant even be bother to msg or call me.. Im too stupid..realli.. i hate myself for missing him..i juz cant help it...no matter wher i go, it reminds me of him..even though hes a jerk..bcos we had spent 3yrs+ together ..e memories juz cant go away..

Realli feel like crying today when was out wif Nana..held bck my tears..as dun wan her to worry abt me..& her bdae is nx day..dun wan it to bother her also..But when i reach home...i couldnt help it when he still blame n says me on e phone..i find it realli ridiculous.. i finally cried out...since tat day it happens..i dun wish to cry..my heart hurts alot when i stil haf to hold on to my tears..dun wan my mum to nag at me & say me.. After dos rubbish he had said juz nw..Its time for me to realli let go..

Contiune to treat ur future gf lit e way u treated me..& i'll make sure u will F**KING regret for wadd u urself had done to me..then at that point o time,u will ask urself why didnt u treat me well in e past..u will then compare me & ur future gf.I SWEAR YOU WILL.YOU CAN FOOL ME ONCE..BUT YOU CANT FOOL ME TWICE.Bear it in ur mind,asshole.

I had learned my lesson.

i will try my best...

( Thursday.21/08/2008)
Went town with my bro after work as i want go buy presents for Nana..haha..went Anna Sui & brought 2 Items for her..hope she will like it.Then went buy famous amos..thought wanna see hp so bro brought me to Lucky Plaza ,in the end..NON o e shops sell e phone i was looking for..WTHzz!! Bro brought me to a very famous chicken rice shop ..he said VERY VERY NICE MUZ TRY nx time when i go LuckyPlaza...We went passed perfume shop & was thinkin wan buy perfume.bro told me e perfume der is DAMN BLOODY CHEAP..at first i dun believe..But when i stepped into e shop..my "VERY SINGAPOREAN" attitude came out..lit a bird...CHIP CHIP CHIP CHIP..but mine was..CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP!! haaha..

Realli SUPER CHEAP la..went to e other indian uncle shop which my bro always buy his perfumes from..e uncle so good..gave us a very GOOD price ..but i was still tinkin wan buy anot..buy liao tml no $$ go out wif Nana...think my bro oso seee i so "ke lian" bcos o tt matter...he BROUGHT IT FOR ME!! Maybe he wants to cheer me up..Anyways..Thanks alot Bro!Went home after that & start doing e SUPER BIG bdae card for Nana..hehe...hope she like it.=)

♥ Cathy is the QUEEN ♥ Blythe-DoLL at... 8/23/2008 12:54:00 AM

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Hate myself for being so Foolish.

I realli got enough from him..Realli enough..for the past 3yrs+ i had to stand all your nonsense..ur lies..your bloody hell character..

i cant help it by asking myself all the time, DID I OWN YOU ANYTHING THINGS IN MY PAST LIFE??!! why i olways kena all this from you...Tell me who can understand my feeling now..WHO CAN...??!!no one..or perhaps..i only can laugh at myself..as i DESERVE to get all this.

u olways embarrassed me infrnt of e crowd..now is u own me $$..i asked u to return me JUST $10..yet u fuckin show me attitude n threw e $ at me infrnt o e crowd today??!& i haf to go n pick it up myself like a begger yet u juz walk away lit nobody business??!! WTF! when u got wad u wanted..u very happy..treat me so well...but when u DONT...u ask me to FUCK OFF..show attitude to me..a WTF.... why muz u be so realistic??

becos o u..i lied to my parents..lost the trust from my parents..lied to my frens..gave up my hobby..even gave up my job n studies in e past JUST BECOS O U n yet...dis is wadd u gave me in return..For 3yrs+ all i had done so much for you...in e end its jus NOTHING even compared to wadd u wanted..

I had forgive you for millions of times..becos IM TOO STUPID to still think that you will change...I can tell you..without me which tried my best to change you from a pcs o SHIT to now the you..do you think u able to make it??!i bet you already kena AIDS..already mix with dos stupids PIGS n got diseases. thinkin tat i will easily forgive you..so you did it again n again..lie to me again n again...

Even its your fault..how could u blame me for your lies??Its damn tiring to everyday had to tink o u..worry for u..when u dun even fucking appreciate it at all...i realli dun understand you...wadd r u realli thinking...since tat day we fight..u returned me all e stuffs that i made for u on ur bdae,xmas & valentine day...U RETURN ME EVERY SINGLE TINGs that u tink its RUBBISH..yet dos belts,perfumes & liquor that i brought for u..WHERE IS IT??! good tings u dun return me..u very JIAN...

u tink all dos i made for u dun nid time??dun nid energy??dun nid effort??i spends nights, wasted hrs o slp juz to made tat to surprise u.. & when i gave u e tings..u was like..NO FEELINGS..juz pretendin to b happy.. u dun haf to say..i can see it with my own eyes.i keep quiet..wadd more u wan...i treat u eat..buy tings for u when i see things u like..made tings for u...gave u wadever u wanted.. WADD MORE U WANT!!??u nv even ask for those tings bck when we patched..u seems to even forget abt dos stuffs.

u oli noe hw to say nasty tings to me..scold me with all vulgarities ..embarrassed me infrnt o the crowd..make use o me.. WADD MORE DO U NOE !?!? why dun u ask urself HAVE U EVER REALLI MADE ME HAPPY B4 for e past 3yrs..i guess if accumulate my tears..its able to fill a bathtub already..

U asked me hu i tink im ?a princess??think u cant find other gals?think others gals wun buy tings for u?u even said e most nasty ting to me ......

"WHO E FUCK U TINK U R? A PRINCESS? TINK I CAN OLI F**K U?? I CAN NOW GO OUT N F**K OTHER GALS LA!! EVEN I DUN HAF GF I BET ALL E GALS R WILLING TO BUY TINGS N SPEND $ ON ME AH...CAN EVEN TREAT ME GO DRINK EVERYNITE ! "

why muz u say that to hurt me....wadd haf i done wrong...??!! pls sumone tel me wadd i had done wrong to him!!?? u dun even care abt me ..dun even bother to cal or msg me when u r SUPER FREE @ home..

Anyways..thats not e only tings that had happen..for 3yrs it had been happening again n again..i realli hate r/s now..hw i wish u dun even exist in my life...realli..i regretted doin everytin for u..realli realli regretted.. all i can blame is myself..no one else...im too silly, foolish..& most importantly..STUPID. jus lit wad u always said i am.

sooner or later..we will end dis nonsense...

why not...end now??
since u hate me..
i cant find any happiness now..not bcos without you by myside...(with or without u no difference)
But..bcos o you..i lost e most important ting from my family..esp my dad..tats TRUST. if i haf not known u..me n my dad's relationship will not be in dis state..

To my families & dear frens,
Sorry..that i had disappoint all of you in the past..

im tired of it..SICK n TIRED of it..Pls...someone..SLAP me n make me awake..
i wont give up my dreams from now on..i'll do wadd i like & wadd i tink its right...
i believe..without you..im still able to see the rainbow.=)
I'll will make myself happy.

♥ Cathy is the QUEEN ♥ Blythe-DoLL at... 8/20/2008 11:26:00 PM

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

another bad day la~

Had a bad diarrheoa since ytd..today stomach still not feeling so good..but no choice..got to pull myself up n get to work.. Work half way then my Menses came..SHIT la!!! Arrghh!! stomach cramps adding on to e pain in my body..

NO MOOD!

As usual,Priscilla's bf came n fetch us after work. But today..met a SMALL small accident.=( Perhaps Priscilla's bf tot e car infrnt had gone off ,& his head was looking at the right side n was oso driving..den POM! bang e infrnt car ass directly ..=_=.. i tot wad happen sial..scared me..Priscilla was super angry la...haiyo..cool down la...ur bf oso not purposely de ..

Went to meet Mum n Bro to buy dinner.Priscilla not coming tml!! SO BORED!!=(

♥ Cathy is the QUEEN ♥ Blythe-DoLL at... 8/05/2008 09:58:00 PM

Monday, August 04, 2008

bad day!!

New girl came to office for first day work today.. Pretty girl..like her complexion lor!! SO WHITE n nice!! sHe still say no matter how strong the sun she wont becum dark...ACTION!! LOL!

She joined us for lunch together .We had Mee Hun Kuey.Usually they got no problem but today they got a SUPER BIG PROBLEM..i ate half way & i found a HAIR inside!! CONFIRM NOT MINE LO!!its short n black!!ITS E AUNTY 1 LA!! KAOS!! GROSS!!VERY PISSED..

went der n told her n she was like..."Oh..got hair huh..i change 1 for u."waited for so long den e new 1 came n e other aunty attitude SUCKS ok! is ur stall fault i nv complain u all should be thankful! nabeh~

I only ate abit as i got no mood. When back to office at 2.Haven even reached 15mins i rushed for toilet liao!!T__T.. tink after lunch till end wrk i went arnd 2 or 3 times? When reached home after dinner BOmbed again..again 2 or 3 times..my legs becum llit jellyfish!!

hate it man!!! STUPID STALL..i will never eat at your stall anymore!!=[

♥ Cathy is the QUEEN ♥ Blythe-DoLL at... 8/04/2008 11:10:00 PM

Saturday, August 02, 2008

T_T

(Friday)
Took leave and went JB today with Baby..went to CitySquare's ,Ah Wang Cha Cang Ting for lunch..ate arnd 37RM ++ ..so CHEAP!! its e same price as spore..so if i eat arnd 37RM, its oli $15++ spore $$..hahhaa..

Went to shop n brought a Kapo for Pris.
Went to search for Nana's Anna Sui hair clip..But none found.
Went to buy game, The Sims 2 expansion pack.
Went to buy DVDs.
Went back & its super jammed at msia kastem..Sun super strong!
Met bro inside bus 811 otw home.
Order KFC delivery wif bro as mum n dad went out.haha.

(Saturday)
Woke up very early as my bro early morning come inside my room disturb me!! wan use my com but i chased him out in the end..could'nt sleep after tat .ArghH!! wAD a saturday!! wasted la..couldnt have a good slp till late!=(

Met Baby arnd 6+ .Wanted to go down causeway point to buy my game..but in the end we were too lazy n we went to GV's comics connection to buy my game..yeah!! can play everyday!! hahaha!! Had dinner at 925..We order 1/2 o e chicken n 2 rice cost us $12. Order popian n dim sum too...SO NICE!! still very hungry after eating all that..

(Sunday)
Went to watch movie,Money Not Enough 2, today with Baby,Mum ,Grandma,Bro & his gf. Me & baby went down earlier to buy tickets..when we reached there e Quene was SO LONG!!kind o pissed..!!bcos o sumting..wadever..dun wish to say out..Only left front 2 rows seats..WTF..no choice la..i quene so long already...

Went to buy sum finger food to munch first as we were super hungry..n was waiting for e rest to come. Went to eat dinner at Crystal Jade..NOT NICE LA!! sucks man!! such lousy standard n lousy service? Compare to other branch..tink dis is e worst . DUN EVER TRY THEIR NEW DISH, CURRY ROASTER DUCK! not nice..juz roasted duck with curry on it.WAN CHEAT US!!

Well, movie was nice la..very funny..laugh till i cry..not only me..Baby too!!my bro's gf cried..due to touching scene..LOL..
Worth to watch again..=D

Home sweet home & here im blogging.=]
Nitez.